Forgot to put what new classes I have!
First Period: French Immersion Language Arts 11/12 (Mr. Casey)
Second Period: Entrepreneurship 110 (Mr. Ferguson)
Third Period: Introduction to Calculus 122 (Mr. Newlands)
Fourth Period: Biology 120 (Mr. Finnamore)
Fifth Period: Nutrition and Healthy Living 120 (Mr. Brewer)
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
The Love Post lol (One of many I am sure)
Well Exams came and gone. I failed two.. Woo.................. I dont even care, I passed all the classes.
Love is confusing. I dont mean like "How do I do that math question?" confusing... I mean like actual confusion. The more I get older.. the harder it seems to be to keep up with it. I guess I would consider my love life like a fog. There are people amongst it. You can't make out their faces but they're there. I think there are two people in my fog. One whom I have no chance with and one whom may return my feelings. For once, I wish I could just understand love. No one ever will though.
Valentine's Day... For me, this is the most dreaded day of the year. I hate it with a passion. Thats what it's supposed to be about though, right? Passion. Kinda funny how Valentine's Day or Jour de St. Valentin has become so commercialized. Yeah, most people think "Well you don't like it because you have no one to share it with..". Yep. Thats right. But even if I did, I think I would want something meaningful. Also, if you love someone you should show them on more than one day of the year. Not like the people creating all of these products care if you have a good Valentine's Day. They want the money. It's so hard on people. Pressure, thats all it is. Pressure to look good and have a date. Pressure to buy the right gift. Pressure to out do last year. What do the people who are alone get? Nothing, they get to watch people in love and happy and it shows them how much more their lives suck. I
I'm not saying that an awesome guy couldnt change my look on it. I just think it shouldnt be so commercialized... It really hurts the singles out there. I want a guy to show me how much he cares. I think thats all anyone wants..
Love is confusing. I dont mean like "How do I do that math question?" confusing... I mean like actual confusion. The more I get older.. the harder it seems to be to keep up with it. I guess I would consider my love life like a fog. There are people amongst it. You can't make out their faces but they're there. I think there are two people in my fog. One whom I have no chance with and one whom may return my feelings. For once, I wish I could just understand love. No one ever will though.
Valentine's Day... For me, this is the most dreaded day of the year. I hate it with a passion. Thats what it's supposed to be about though, right? Passion. Kinda funny how Valentine's Day or Jour de St. Valentin has become so commercialized. Yeah, most people think "Well you don't like it because you have no one to share it with..". Yep. Thats right. But even if I did, I think I would want something meaningful. Also, if you love someone you should show them on more than one day of the year. Not like the people creating all of these products care if you have a good Valentine's Day. They want the money. It's so hard on people. Pressure, thats all it is. Pressure to look good and have a date. Pressure to buy the right gift. Pressure to out do last year. What do the people who are alone get? Nothing, they get to watch people in love and happy and it shows them how much more their lives suck. I
I'm not saying that an awesome guy couldnt change my look on it. I just think it shouldnt be so commercialized... It really hurts the singles out there. I want a guy to show me how much he cares. I think thats all anyone wants..
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Greetings...
Yea, I haven't posted in a long time I know. I will just say that my lowest mark was 70 so there!
First of all... I need to vent about something. Know what that something is? NO it's not a boy! It's my future. I am like freaking out! Tonight I was looking at the STU website and stuff.. It's just wayyy too depressing for me. I can't even imagine moving out of my Dad's. The worst part is that my schooling will cost me over 25 grand. That is insane. I guess it is worth it just to be the social worker and help kids. I dunno tho. I just about cried while looking through the STU website... What happens when you aren't ready to be pushed off the nest so to speak...? Am I going to fall or be forced to fly... I am so scared about it all. Time is moving way too fast for me and I can't handle it. Thank God me and Deidre are going off into the real world together!
Well next, Holidays. The holidays have been going amazingly. I have missed certian people horribly but on the plus side, I got everything I asked for this year. Sounds spoiled eh. Well thats not what is most important. I have spent so much time with my family and I couldnt be happier. I dont have alot of times like this left. Someday I will have my own kids and such and I just wanna make the most of what I have now. But back to material possesions... I got a new cell phone, THATS RIGHT and I dont have to pay for it til I am 19 BOO YA. I also got clothes, money, a jump drive, a hair straightener(which is missing... I never even got to open it), The OC season 3, yellow crocs, my grad ring, lots of smellie stuff, cds, and other stuff like that! I was an amazing christmas. New years wasnt as good, it was actually boring... I didnt do anything for it. Then this week I had Cody over for the night. That was interesting. Not how you gross minded folk would be thinking though.
I dont have much more to say. I am just bugging out right now and scared outta my mind about June. I am not ready. Maybe I will be soon....
Later People.
First of all... I need to vent about something. Know what that something is? NO it's not a boy! It's my future. I am like freaking out! Tonight I was looking at the STU website and stuff.. It's just wayyy too depressing for me. I can't even imagine moving out of my Dad's. The worst part is that my schooling will cost me over 25 grand. That is insane. I guess it is worth it just to be the social worker and help kids. I dunno tho. I just about cried while looking through the STU website... What happens when you aren't ready to be pushed off the nest so to speak...? Am I going to fall or be forced to fly... I am so scared about it all. Time is moving way too fast for me and I can't handle it. Thank God me and Deidre are going off into the real world together!
Well next, Holidays. The holidays have been going amazingly. I have missed certian people horribly but on the plus side, I got everything I asked for this year. Sounds spoiled eh. Well thats not what is most important. I have spent so much time with my family and I couldnt be happier. I dont have alot of times like this left. Someday I will have my own kids and such and I just wanna make the most of what I have now. But back to material possesions... I got a new cell phone, THATS RIGHT and I dont have to pay for it til I am 19 BOO YA. I also got clothes, money, a jump drive, a hair straightener(which is missing... I never even got to open it), The OC season 3, yellow crocs, my grad ring, lots of smellie stuff, cds, and other stuff like that! I was an amazing christmas. New years wasnt as good, it was actually boring... I didnt do anything for it. Then this week I had Cody over for the night. That was interesting. Not how you gross minded folk would be thinking though.
I dont have much more to say. I am just bugging out right now and scared outta my mind about June. I am not ready. Maybe I will be soon....
Later People.
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