The Love Post lol (One of many I am sure)

Well Exams came and gone. I failed two.. Woo.................. I dont even care, I passed all the classes.

Love is confusing. I dont mean like "How do I do that math question?" confusing... I mean like actual confusion. The more I get older.. the harder it seems to be to keep up with it. I guess I would consider my love life like a fog. There are people amongst it. You can't make out their faces but they're there. I think there are two people in my fog. One whom I have no chance with and one whom may return my feelings. For once, I wish I could just understand love. No one ever will though.

Valentine's Day... For me, this is the most dreaded day of the year. I hate it with a passion. Thats what it's supposed to be about though, right? Passion. Kinda funny how Valentine's Day or Jour de St. Valentin has become so commercialized. Yeah, most people think "Well you don't like it because you have no one to share it with..". Yep. Thats right. But even if I did, I think I would want something meaningful. Also, if you love someone you should show them on more than one day of the year. Not like the people creating all of these products care if you have a good Valentine's Day. They want the money. It's so hard on people. Pressure, thats all it is. Pressure to look good and have a date. Pressure to buy the right gift. Pressure to out do last year. What do the people who are alone get? Nothing, they get to watch people in love and happy and it shows them how much more their lives suck. I

I'm not saying that an awesome guy couldnt change my look on it. I just think it shouldnt be so commercialized... It really hurts the singles out there. I want a guy to show me how much he cares. I think thats all anyone wants..