Greetings...

Yea, I haven't posted in a long time I know. I will just say that my lowest mark was 70 so there!

First of all... I need to vent about something. Know what that something is? NO it's not a boy! It's my future. I am like freaking out! Tonight I was looking at the STU website and stuff.. It's just wayyy too depressing for me. I can't even imagine moving out of my Dad's. The worst part is that my schooling will cost me over 25 grand. That is insane. I guess it is worth it just to be the social worker and help kids. I dunno tho. I just about cried while looking through the STU website... What happens when you aren't ready to be pushed off the nest so to speak...? Am I going to fall or be forced to fly... I am so scared about it all. Time is moving way too fast for me and I can't handle it. Thank God me and Deidre are going off into the real world together!

Well next, Holidays. The holidays have been going amazingly. I have missed certian people horribly but on the plus side, I got everything I asked for this year. Sounds spoiled eh. Well thats not what is most important. I have spent so much time with my family and I couldnt be happier. I dont have alot of times like this left. Someday I will have my own kids and such and I just wanna make the most of what I have now. But back to material possesions... I got a new cell phone, THATS RIGHT and I dont have to pay for it til I am 19 BOO YA. I also got clothes, money, a jump drive, a hair straightener(which is missing... I never even got to open it), The OC season 3, yellow crocs, my grad ring, lots of smellie stuff, cds, and other stuff like that! I was an amazing christmas. New years wasnt as good, it was actually boring... I didnt do anything for it. Then this week I had Cody over for the night. That was interesting. Not how you gross minded folk would be thinking though.

I dont have much more to say. I am just bugging out right now and scared outta my mind about June. I am not ready. Maybe I will be soon....

Later People.